Depressed

Last day of the holidays and I feel really depressed. It's a lot like the start of 2004 - I hear the music from Return of the King in my mind and worry whether I'll still be employed at the CSIRO in a few weeks. My gut tells me things will change, but it's a terrifying thought because I don't feel that I can cope with looking for work in the corporate world right now. I am confused and I wish that I still had holidays left to ponder this further.

Up early and back to work tomorrow...